Saturday, June 8, 2013

Diary oh Diary 8-6-2013

As predicted, couldn't sleep hence browse facebook to see if there's anything cheerful. The first post by someone familiar was her having fun singing with a bunch of colleagues. I'm really glad that she's not sober like me...but it feels really bad. Its a mixed feeling of wanting to see more of her and sucking it myself. I never knew that there'll be someday I can only watch her from afar. My heart is aching real bad now. Dairy oh dairy...what can I do to ease the pain? How can I stop the tears from flowing? How can I stop the emotional bleeding?

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